Two days with zero research

It has been a while I haven't done any research for this "long". During my MPhil days, I would keep asking myself, why do research when it can help nobody? BCI research is different. It is not just a science problem. It is a science problem with engineering values -- which is perhaps why I like the topic so much.

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While I was wandering along the Shing Mun Canal tonight, I suddenly realize what is still important for me. This shouldn't be this important at this stage of my life, but I can't help it. I still want to overcome my own struggles in the past. It is this struggle that has given me a sense of meaning, that almost defines me the past few years. This struggle is still dragging me behind, however. For example, in the interview, I have nothing to show off. I have no experience to show off. Kind of problematic in this superficial world.

Part of the struggles has to do with my father NOT introducing me about the world appropriately. I really have zero knowledge about the world, even the city that I've lived in for about 30 years already.

With that being said, one of my goals in life remains this one -- I'll try to get a better understanding of the world, while re-inventing myself in the process.  To travel more is obviously one of the better ways. I hope I can do it more... starting with HK!!

Would you like to do it with me?????

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By the way, we didn't work out that well so far. One of the reasons is that.. I cannot play my roles with ease. I know, as a girl, you have rights to expect your boyfriend to plan a lot of stuff when hanging out. Not me. Please. Not me. I don't know anything about anything, when it comes to hanging out. I hope it doesn't have to be one leading the other. But WE doing things together...